Saturday, October 16, 2010

Evenson. Jakira. Forever. Ever.

My "photography" skills, aren't the best.......

Beautiful Boy.

This was suppose to be one of my creative pieces for my college applications.....

His eyes of brown - oak brown, and within them I can see the fire of love lit up & sending me a sensation of passion, running through me.
Eyes of a beautiful boy.

And though physically, he's attractive in ways my own eyes don't even understand.. it isn't his physicality that attract me.

It's his own hearts his mind, his touch.. that makes him beautiful. It's how he makes me feel, that feeling of never wanting to let this good thing go unnoticed. He's my good thing - he's my everything.. he is my beautiful boy.


Finish Later..

Thursday, September 23, 2010

The (Un)Usual #@!%$.

Not your regular ; )


How `bout we just move over , And just do it where we at
How `bout you just lift that skirt up
Ohh . . . We can be bad

That place that ain’t been touched , I’m feeling on it
I’ll let you sit through, keep spinning on it
Girl . . . Giddy Up Giddy Up , Take me on a ride to ecstasy

You don’t wanna bump bump then take a nap
You just wanna bump bump bring right back
Watch me
I’ma heat it up , beat it up

I know you’re tired of the usual, usual, usual
I can give you more than the usual
Not your regular , Tell you what , Let me touch

You gon’ feel something unusual, unusual, unusual
I’m not gon’ do what the usual,
Not your regular, Tell you what , Let me touch
You gon’ feel something unusual

[Verse 2]
I wanna do the wicked things you never do
What if we get it while your friends was in the room
Is that too hot for ya ?
Don’t you feel bad, Let em feel sexy

We can make a sex room wherever we go
Take it to the restroom, they ain’t gotta know
No . . Ohh . .

Watch me heat it up, Beat it up
Woo .. Hey!
Do You hear me girl ?
Watch me heat it up, Beat it up


That’s the run (Check)
Cinema (Check)
On the hood (Check)
Of The Car (Check)
On the top (Check)
On the beach

This that other shit
You know you ask for it
I might just save you some money , And getcha passport
So You can come to me city , I’ll take you all over
And Hit you on the balcony , Just don’t fall over
Send me a picture baby , you know I’d never leak it

I know you got something recent , For someone decent
Why you laughing out loud , I’m serious
Bring your girl if you a little bi-curious
Please ; Please No Storytelling of others
I promise you gon’ love it
I would never let you down
Feel like I might of perfected , All the things that you’ve expected
And you gon’ know it when you bring your ass around
Motherfu- Oh!

I can give you more than the "usual" ♥


Still Writing This one...

Wednesday, September 15, 2010

Thankyou. Thankyou. Thankyou.

Everybody needs inspiration,
Everbody needs a song.
A beautiful melody,
When the night's so long.
Cause there is no guarantee,
That this life is easy.

Yeah when my world is falling apart.

When there's no light to break up the dark,
That's when I, I, I look at you.
When the waves are flooding the shore,
and I can't find my way home anymore.
That's when I, I, I look at you.

When I look at you,

I see forgiveness,
I see the truth.
You love me for who I am,
Like the stars hold the moon,
Right there where they belong.
and I know im not alone.

Yeah when my world is falling apart,

When there's no light to break up the dark,
That's when I, I, I look at you.
When the waves are flooding the shore,
and I can't find my way home anymore,
That's when I, I, I look at you.

You, appear just like a dream to me.

Just like kaleidoscope colors,
That cover me,
All I need,
Every breath that I breathe,
Don't you know you're beautiful!


When the waves are flooding the shore,

and I can't find my way home anymore,
That's when I, I, I look at you.
I look at you, Yeah, Woah.

You, appear just like a dream to me.


Tuesday, September 14, 2010


Belongs To: Jakira.
Stuffed w. love By: Evenson jr.

" I promise to love you & give you a home.."

Thursday, September 9, 2010



You're my everything, honestly. That's exactly what you are too me and that's how much you mean to me.

You're always there, always & undoubtedly. And as long as you're in my life - I don't have much to worry about. Because even when you make me angry, sad, or confused, at the end of every day you make me a better me. And no matter what has happened in the last three years, we always came back to each other. You & I were standing right in front of each other, all along. And I have you now and you have me, something I never wanna lose. You could be the best thing that has ever happened to me & I want to live that feeling with you, forever. You're my better half, my other half and my exact match - we're not opposite, not at all. We connect on levels of lust, love, physical and emotional. I've never worked so hard for something in my life. And that's how I know, you're the one for me & I don't really know what I'd do without you - I probably wouldn't be able to stand on my own two feet.

So here's to us...

Here's to our friendship in which we set on fire, burning of lust and passion.
Here's to you meeting my mother in the hallway, and falling in love. All in the same day.
To silent fights & loud arguments. To bittersweet sorry's & hands over pride.
Here's to September-December, the worst of it all. To February forward, the best.
To stair well dinners, and lunches, and dare I say it -- Sex.
To my beauty pageants in New York & business trips in Florida, leaving you missing me in Boston. Here's to us, and our aggression to love.
To DaddyMommyJaylenShortythis&ShortythattoShortyPop&Otherhalfs.
To the wings we metaphorically relate to, that ensure us that no matter how far apart we are, we're always just a heartbeat away.
Here's to three years of dedication, a date in which we promise to celebrate every 25th of every month.
The days that were not perfect, far from actually. To the morning where a simple text with a silly face, would beg for forgiveness. Here's to the negatives that made our positives happen, into a beautiful picture we cherish today.
Here's to today, tomorrow and forever.
Here's to my name on yours.
Here's to me. Here's to you. Here's to us.

We grow each day, to make our tomorrow stronger.
- J.