Always & a Bit of Forever ♥

My heart, my soul, my frustration, my everything..
I honestly and truly love you with all of me. Imagine, my all. I can't seem to get enough of you, and it's crazy because enough of you, is all I need.

Evenson, Jr. Blanc.

"Sorry."

Is what your First, Last, and middle name should be.
Because you're always sorry, sorry for this, sorry for that.
And when sorry starts to not mean a thing to me anymore,
that's when you know, everything from here on end,
is unforgivable.



You disgust me.

Thought Shorty was the the truth.

So why make the same mistake twice?
Though, you weren't the one to make it the first time.
Why repeat history? We've learned from that.

But if you're trying to teach me a lesson, you're wasting your already wasted time.
Because if you hurt me, the way I hurt you. I promise you, I'll leave.
You'll never see the side of me you love, nor when addressing and discussing you, I will never smile.
You'll miss everything that once took your breath away, and that part of me will shatter.

Now, I know I'm sounding a bit hyrpocrital.


But I also know, you won't make up for your mistake in a way that will ever match up to mine.


You just don't have that ability.
Because if you lose me this way, it'll be impossible to get me back.
You're better off shooting for the moon and reaching to the stars.




Found out he was a cheater?

A Dedication, to you and me.

"Some one's heart breaks, and it becomes your favorite song." - Unknown.

Moving Moutains- Usher.
And if I close my eyes and ignore everything. I'd swear I'm singing this song to you..
As if you were right there and I was right here. And every word of this song, was a dedication in a rhymic flow.
You know it's true.

Her heart is oblivarating, I'm tryna travel through, but it's like moving mountains..

Teach me- Musiq Soulchild.
Your heart is a mess, basically. It's impossible for you to love in anyway.
But I'm sitting, desperately trying to make everything better, so you can finally love me again.
I know it's broken, I just want to be the one who fixes it.

I'm trying desperately, baby just work with me.


Break-up to Make-up- Jeremih.
A comic relief to our up and down situation. True, we are always breaking up..
just to make up hours later. And true, it is frustrating. We can't stand each other, but even more we can't stand to be apart. It's something out of the ordinary, you and me. But it's hard to ignore something this obvious ♥

Many days go by, and I ain't gon lie. I need you right here. My baby, but after all call me crazy; but you're like a drug. Seems like it's daily we get back in love. It's cupid in the sky, 'cause boy you know I, I, I, love you. And I know sometimes we struggle, you are the piece to the puzzle.
Come and take a riiide ♥ ♥ ♥

Say what you mean. Mean what you say.

Because lately my heart's been confused.
I don't know what you mean when you say, "I love you."



I've written enough about you for a day.
Leave the key to my heart at the door.
And leave.

It's alll over, forever.

Evenson, I love you & I know I probably always will.
So, it's not even about when I stop, & If I stop.
But lately, you've been hurting me. Breaking my heart over & over.
And I want to leave you, I really really do because I don't want to feel like this anymore.
And I'm trying and I've tried, but trust me it's not easy. Because trying? I've tried it allll..
I'm trying soo hard to want you to trust me again. I've given you no reason not to.
My heart's taken, forever & By you. No else comes close to how much you mean to me.

Good or bad, I always seem to bring myself right back to you, like I'm addictive to this game we're playing. When I'm not, and actually I'm sick of it.
But don't get me wrong, I love you more than anything and Everything.
And you're more than enough for me, I promise you that.

You've just been disappointing me lately, that's all.
I wish you were the person I fell in love with, all over again.
I wish you could make me, happy. Like you used to.
I wish you, you didn't say some of things you do.
Or do some of things you've done.

Maybe you'll get it. Or maybe you'll never know.
Maybe you'll understand that I need you, and that I still want you.
And maybe I'm worth it. Because you're worth it, all this trouble you've put my heart through.
Because you honestly are, were & could be.. my everything.

And I'd be soo hurt to lose you, but I don't want you, like I had you before.
For everything we've been through, It's about time we act like we love each other.


I wanted to be your ride or die,
But I rather be the death of myself.

Last Words, " I love you.. "

Just got home from schoool & I'm fucking chillling ; )

Last night.. really meant alot to me.
Though, you did start off as an asshole, you made up for it..
The entire night, butterflies*
I told you Babe, you make me my happiest.
Kisseshugsandmorekisses<3
As if I'm talking directly to you, lmao.
"I love you, bye."


Ahh, the things I'm willing to do for him. I wish I could have a threesome with just two of him(:
♥

Darling Babies..

MyBabyboy, always&forever..
and I really fucking mean it<3.>

Oops! Did I let this slip? Ooh, my fault.. did I let this slip?
Guess I fogot real quick ;]
My Heart.

Something so deep, that It will drown me.
.. my friends are some cool dudes, I vouch for the people around me ♥

...

You said 4-5pm? It is now, 4:30.
tick tock..

waiting? I guess.
Laaaaaater.
xO.

My dearest.

Its no wonder we haven't thrown away what we had for so long.

It's amazing, matter of fact, how we could've given up but, didn't.

Its useless to say I love you more than I can explain because there isn't enough time in the world, to let you know why.

We'd be here forever..
Speaking of forever, I want you to know that I don't neccesarily believe in that.

I just know that I want to be with you, as long as time allows us.

We're wasting our time away beautifully, you and me. And I honestly, could not be happier.

I promised you that one day I'd let you know exactly how I feel about you.. and it's still adding up, within every single day.

It's been "forever."


I guess, you and I, have some sort of exception to what love is suppose to be

<3.

Part of the List,

January, & February.
October.
Jokes.
Your "weak" ringtone.
The Butterflies.
The smile.
The Peace.
The Feeling.
Anxiousness.
Texting.
The 1st time you said I love you.
DADDY&Princess.
Bestfriend.
December.
Your Heart.
& Us way back then.
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